I just wrote a really long blog until I clicked the letter h and the history page opened up. There was no way I could get back to my blog to post it. To sum it up, I have two appointments coming up and I’m sick to my stomach. After radiation my headaches discontinued, until about a week ago. I’m not vomiting and my headaches aren’t as bad. If I don’t respond, the only other options are surgery (which could affect my vision) or living with it until it grows rapidly and kills me. I’m not losing hope, I’m not giving up, I’m just facing the reality and accepting the facts that no one else wants to.